You know, just a few days ago, I told my mum.

"Mum, I think I've truly found my best friend already. One that will change my life forever once she is gone."

I was talking about you, my dear.
But why do you choose to fail me now?
Why do you choose to fail me only when my faith in you was as strong as it can be?
Why do you push me right back down after I managed to climb to the top and taste true friendship?

What you said hurt me alot, you may not know.
Correction, you do not know.
Why, why do you take friendships so lightly?
Don't they mean anything to you?

Why, why do you always leave all the hard work to the other party?
Why, why do you just sit there and wait for the other party to take the initiative?
Why, why do you always feel that friendships aren't worth salvaging?
Why, why do you always shun away from problems instead of facing them and solving them?

Tell me how, how do you act like everything's normal when to the other, everything's just a mess?

A friendships require the hardwork and effort from both parties for it to shine through.
One person can't do a job which is meant for two.
So why are you so stubborn?
Since you developed this friendship, why not commit yourself to keeping it strong?
If friendship don't mean a thing to you, why develop them in the first place?

You said you would give up on all your unstable friendships and focus on the steady ones.
But what if all your friendships are unstable?
Does that mean you'll just give them up all and be a loner?
Instead of giving up on the unstable friendships because you think it's a hassle, isn't it more practical to focus on salvaging them more?

Just because of one word "unstable", you're gonna just give up everything you have put in and received from this friendship?

What do friendship mean to you, exactly?

This sentence practically murdered me.

I know its unfair to her friend, but , seriously , if i were ____ i will also bo chap lor :x ooops. i dont know why.