Actually, I'm just like you or worse.
When people don't show their sadness, it doesn't mean they're fine.
Just that they don't wanna show it.
I'm tired of playing the clown, trying to cheer the both of you up.
I'm tired, I have my own troubles too.
Why don't people shower me with the care, concern, love and attention you receive? ):
You are so fortunate, but you never seem to realise it

You have so many true, genuine friends who care deeply for you.
You have so many friends who would dedicate posts to you to cheer you up.
You have so many friends who would think of going the extra mile for you.
You have so many friends who will know that you're not okay when you're not.
You have so many friends you can confide in.

I really envy you.
I never ever received the blessings you do. ):